Heirarchy of needs

Last night, you told me i was your greastest acheivement.

I was fixed on your eyes as they welled up, all old and red and cartoon-like. I became aware for a moment that this wasn't acceptable. It was never in our discourse to do these things, to string words together which give away our feelings to one another. But you smashed that law and your words crashed through me.

And inside i cracked and crumbled and all the hardness which i have fought so diligently to build up through the years instantly water-falled.

But outside I showed you nothing. I gave you nothing in response, just a faint smile of acknowledgment. Just a hint of a 'thank you' and and quick as it shot down, the wall (my friend) was reinstated.

I dusted myself off and laughed at how near i came to allowing myself to be seen. What a fool i almost made of myself. A fool to consider greeting your bravery with an open palm.

All is restored, all is safe. Safe.